urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pazstarrunner <3 pazstarrunner 2009-07-27T12:58:30Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pazstarrunner:7404 2009-07-27T12:58:30Z 2009-07-27T12:58:30Z Today I woke up reasonably early in comparison to recent times, 11am.<br />My brother had been pissing me off all morning. He is selfish, arrogant and stupid. <br />Later on, when I had got washed and dressed, my mum came home from work. He got annoyed about something and took it all out on my house. He started smashing things, and moreover smacking the roof of my room on purpose to annoy me.<br />Then I went upstairs and shouted at him to shut up or it would be his head smacking against the floor repeatedly, and he called me a C***. It was until this point that I was actually quite calm, and I got him in a headlock. Then he started swearing at me more, and my mum took it on herself to break up the fight. At the time I shouted at my mum because I didn't want her to stop me from giving my brother the beating of his life that he deserved. He then resumed to say things like ''You fat ugly stupid c***!!'' ''I'll f***ing kill you'' and other crude sentences created by morons to express their anger in these situations. <br />The thing that I find funny, well, not exactly laughable, is that my own BROTHER is saying I'm ugly, yet everyone seems to think we look alike, and everyone has always said they can see a resemblance, so surely HE is being the STUPID one there.<br />After he threatened me with death (despite the fact that he's 14 and not even 5 foot tall yet) he picked up a spanner and threatened to smack me around the head with it, thinking it would scare me, but yet, when I went over to him, he hit me about 10 times on the leg with it, yet there is no visible damage and it hardly hurt at all, I think a new born baby with a hockey stick would certainly do more damage, and I was wearing shorts, but within seconds I managed to wrestle it off him, and I did rip out a huge clump of his hair, and had to throw it in the bin afterwards, because it was still in my hands. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pazstarrunner:7032 2009-07-24T00:44:53Z 2009-07-24T00:44:53Z Today I had to teach a Modern Foreign Language to a group of children who had barely understood the primary colours when I had tried to teach them. It's almost as if they had rejected everything I had taught them completely.<br />This week will be extremely boring. I can tell. It's just a week of teaching secondary school children who don't care about learning German at all, and creating learning resources for lesson-time. I can't wait for the weekend. I've got two parties lined up, one on Friday, and one on Saturday. The hangover on Sunday will be horrific.<br />I have decided that I love being in my current relationship, and I love seeing the one I'm with, but love has messed me around many times before, and for that reason I am numb, he's just someone who makes me happy when I'm down and helps pass the time, no matter how harsh that may be.<br />I am currently sitting in my room at 01.01 AM on my bed, staring at a messy floor in my room.<br />That needs tidying. <br />I have some library books I need to take back, they're way past their expiry date.<br />I have to wake up in 6 hours. <br />I need to be at Nero tomorrow for 7.30, to meet my boy before he goes off to a business exam, and it takes me 15 minutes to walk there plus the 5 minute stop at tesco for a gallon of water to keep me going through the day.<br />I need to buy cigarettes, the empty box of cigarettes and empty sachet of tobacco are deceiving.<br />I need to plan my life more, and I need to improve my general appearance. Apparently I come across as a tidy person, so I want to actually represent truth rather than fiction.<br />And with these words, I shall depart, to wake up to an annoying ringtone as my wake-up alarm, and get ready to deal with a class of year 8 children screaming and making silly noises at each other at 9 o' clock. Brilliant.